Losing fur babies
It's been years since the last time I wrote. Today I felt like I had to. Something inside me just want to put it all out to the Universe. It's January 2021. The first month of the year usually brings so much hope and optimism. But this month has given me so much heartaches already. If I could show the world the shape of my heart, it would see I've got a a cat-shaped hole on it. We lost two dearest kittens this month - Loren and Ralph. Siblings. Both born on October 1, 2020. Ralph passed on last January 13. Loren left us today, January 23. Every time I gaze on their photos on my mobile phone, I feel the urge to cry. Even when there are no more tears from too much crying. I miss them sorely. I am writing this because I don't want to forget them. While their memories are etched in my heart already, I want the world and the universe to see them and know them and feel how I feel. Our special fur baby... Loren. Loren and I on New Year's Eve. Loren was born with anat
